I just want for ONCE for someone to care for me as much as I care about them or to actually put in an effort to make me happy and be genuinely interested in getting to know me.
I am honestly convinced there is something wrong with me.
I know I can be loud and not the most lady like but I will put my all into every friendship or relationship I am given.
I love my independence but it gets to a point where it actually ruins your self esteem when you believe no one genuinely likes you.
Reasons why October is the best month:
- Cold but dry weather
- Everything is pretty colours
- Pumpkin pie
- Pumpkin coffee
- Everything being made to look spooky
- Horror movies on TV all the time
- Jumper weather
- Dressing up as scary things
- Hot drinks
- Lots of sweets
The smell of dying leaves
If u don’t like October get the FUCK outta my house
And it’s my birthday month